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so long.... 不同的老公，不同的结局

2010-09-21T06:28:00.000-07:00

微笑的背后......

Dear readers, im back.

i will update my blog more often because i found out that my bloggie is only the place that i can release my emotional. ;(

Recently, i found out that things always change so fast.

Just found out a meaning article from my friend's blog. i personally like it so much. So i hare with you guys here. Hope you guys like it too. =>

不同的老公，不同的结局

A 她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。

他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。

她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。

他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿。辛苦了！”然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。

B: 她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。

他拽住她：“你去床上躺着。我来！”

她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？”

他：“不会做可以学着做啊。以后你身体不舒服的时候。我当然得独挡一面！”

女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语。哄她几句。她也许会给你一个微笑。但是实实在在的呵护。

她会对你一辈子的感恩。并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。

A: 他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。”

她：“几点回家？”

他：“吃完很快就回去了。”

九点半，她：“你怎么还不回来啊？”

他：“很快就回家了。”

十一点。十二点。一点……

后来。她不再打电话催他。因为她知道。对于不守承诺的男人。一切“肯定”都是“未必”。

B:他：“我晚上出去吃饭。九点之前肯定结束。然后我俩去看电影。”

她：“你能那么快就结束吗？”

他：“放心吧。我答应你了就一定能！”

快到九点的时候。他：“收拾一下吧。我马上就到你家了”

信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。

A:她：“老公。帮我接杯水呗。”

他：“石头剪子布。谁输了谁去。”

她： “算了。我自己去吧

B:他们坐在一起看韩剧。她起身。他问“干吗去？”

她：“去接杯水。”

他： “你坐这看吧。我去给你接。”

女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。你可以什么都没有。

只要你疼她。她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。

A:她给他拿了一包榛子。然后她去洗衣服。

回来的时候。榛子已经被他吃得所剩无几。

B:她拿给他一包榛子。然后自己去收拾屋子。

回来的时候。她看见电脑前面放了一堆剥好的榛子仁。

女人很感性。她炫耀你对她的体贴。就好像炫耀克拉钻一样。这么廉价的买卖。

用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。

A: 他说：“你是最好的。”

她问：“我哪好？”

他：“学历高。能力强。长得漂亮。对我又这么好。”

她笑了。

B:他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。”

她：“我哪好？”

他： “你对身边的每个人都很友善。很无私。对人对生活总是很感恩。一个人有一颗善良的心。

会让周围的人感觉到温暖。你是我见过最善良的女孩儿。伤害你的人都应该下地狱！”

她哭了。

一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。

一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。

幸福的恋人。首先应该是一对彼此欣赏的知己。

A: 他晚上下班。给她打电话“宝贝儿。我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。”

她：“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗？”

他：“改天吧！”

她默默地流泪。为什么每次都是这样？

B:他下班的时候打电话给她:“亲爱的。别人给我一张奥运会的票。巴西队啊！一会儿我去看球了啊。”

她：“哦。这样啊。好吧。”

他：“怎么不高兴了？”

她： “你忘了。上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊。”

他：“哎呀。对不起亲爱的。我忘记了。那我把票给别人吧。我陪你去吃饭。”

她： “不要了。吃饭可以改天。或者你先去看。我们等你。”

他：“那不行。答应你的事情必须得做到。再说你自己跟他俩在一起像电灯泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊”

她：“没事……”

没等她说完。他很强势的告诉她 “好了。听我的。你收拾一下。我一会儿去接你。”

其实女人不是不懂事。只是。她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。其实。情侣之间。是可以互相的。

I really been sad all the times.

i feel lonely, weak and useless and im afraid of it.

God, please give me some strength.

Wanna know what happened on me?

Stay tune and i will tell you guys.

Humans are always complecated =#

2010-04-09T05:29:00.000-07:00

TURN ON YOUR SPEAKER
AND READY FOR THE MUSIC PPL!!
I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH (=

Hey people!
Im back! =D

nowadays really happened a lot of negative things to me.
and i learn something new also (:
*NEVER TRUST THE PPL WHO BESIDE YOU.
cause they might be the one who betray you!
and thanks ya for telling me so much.
*you know who are you (: *thanks and appreciate =)
i finally know who is the one!
i think its think for me to beware PEOPLE!

Hey bitches,just ahead!
cause i dont care who you are and what you said!
cause you are nobody for me!

i love myself (:
and i know what is happening.
so do stop acting in front of me kays?
you are just so fake! Yucks
but let's see how long you can act (:

People people,
let's share some pictures that took by my webbie. (:

*I always do believe in karma.
what goes around comes around (;

Disapointed.

2010-03-22T09:13:00.000-07:00

There are really many things go through my mind.
seriously i really couldn't take it anymore.
i was wonder why.
i keep thinking and thinking but i still cant get the answer.
my tears keep rolling downs on mt cheeks.
CAN I ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED BEFORE?

Do i did anything wrong?
why i must deserve all this?
i treat you guys so good and what i get at the end?
im tired.
im really tired of it..
im so disappointed.

*从没想过原来朋友给的伤害远远超过情人
*从没想过真心付出带来的却是冷漠对待
*从没想过原来我只是一个多余的人

我问心无愧....
伤心，绝望，心碎...........

*all i want just a friend
a really true friend that will always there for me.(:

2010-02-14T06:12:00.000-08:00

im just a normal girl.

Hey people! First of all i would like to wish you all have a Happy Chinese new year and valentine also. ;)
For me it is a kinda sad new year and valentine also.
have some argument with my family but now everything is ok already but still there are a gabs between us.
well..i really couldn't find someone or a even place to let me express my feeling other than my blogs.

Again.it is a boring valentine for me but i expected it.
sometimes im really upset with that. and i DO upset with that. sigh
Why i cant celebrate valentine with my love's one?
Why i don't even celebrate my christmas, Christmas eve, or even birthday with my loves one? People,im 19 this year but i never never celebrate all this with my loves one before except when i was form 3.
It is the only time that i received my valentine's present.
Can you imagine that i never celebrate all this with my loves one in my 19 year's life?
Im not a materialistic person yet im just a very normal girl.
i also wish that i could received present from my loves one,even a rose form you?
i also wish that i could celebrate all the special day with him.
Everytime when i saw my friends that around me get a present i also will envy and jealous them.
i was wonder why do i have to alone in all this period?
Yea...sometime i was even think that why i ignore all dating from others?
i just can celebrate with them so that i wont be that lonely.
But end up i ignored it cause im waiting for someone that is special and important for me.
But it usually not what i expected,and i get disappointment all the times.
im really upset with that.
But what i can do is just hiding my feeling with myself.
Im really upset with that.
All i want just i can always have a person beside me and bring me go wherever he goes.
i wish that i could join and mix into his life also.
All i want just a very simple and normal couple but not puppy love!
Im not a high school student anymore,i dont have curfew anymore.
i just want to spent more time with you.
Can you feel me? ;(
can you feel how i feel? i dont want to be alone anymore.

*All i need just i could couple like others peoples do!'

Babe,i know you love me.But love ain't everything.
sometimes actions are much more than words.
and i love you too.
rally hope that you will spend more time with me,;(

new brabd year for pekyee ;)

2010-01-07T05:04:00.000-08:00

2009 has passed and it is a new brand year for me!
So people,you wont see a emo pekyee anymore but you will see a totally new and hyper pekyee. ;)
i started to colour up mylife and for sure i will study hard too.
"Play hard,study hard" is quota of my life now. ;D
Reading back the message that you sent to me,i know i shouldn't look back and have to let go.
but yes. what "Pizza hut" said was right. His words do really wake me up.

*He said :" If you think he is worth it then everything is enough"

Yea.i really agree what he said.
so i wont complained anymore about how much i giving on him or whatever because i know that at least he is worth for it.
and now i learn to let it go, i learn to be forgiveness.
Sometimes people will said things will be forgiveness but not forgotten. But learn how to forgotten too.
And i also want to thanks my bestie who always care for me and accompany me in the past few years. Always make me smiles when i'm sad.
Don't worry my friends. Pekyee no longer last time de pekyee,pekyee is a strong lady right now.(:
And yea.Guess what?!
I WILL BE FULLY ENJOY MY 19 YEARS OLD!
WHERE IS MY PARTY PEOPLE? ;P

-love is like a war,easy to start,hard to end.

2010-01-04T04:47:00.000-08:00

College finally started.
and guess what.
nah,im not want to complain about my college but its really driving me crazy.
i dont know how the finance department work.
and i t really making me mad for it! *DAMN*
i think i need a chill pil.
*i hope it will be settle soon*

Nowadays i really moody till the max cause of some relation's problem.
and i want to thank my friends accompany me when im down.;) *Hearts*
besides that,i also wanna specially thanks to my sis. ;D
she brought me out to relax and chill myself once she knew that im unhappy.
really thanks her!

she brought me to Sungai Beloh with her gang of friends. ;)
and its really fun ;)

curi snap me xD

spot me? with my sis's friends ;)

all of us =)

*this aunty really friendly and funny.;)
if my mom could be like her....

and see how she opened the watermelon. xD
hahas.

were enjoying our watermelon ;)

playing water.

i really had a good day with them.
steamboat at my house after that.
my bro's friends were crazy ;D

*i hope everything wiil be alright.
i hate you,pussy liar!

2009-12-31T00:41:00.000-08:00

WHOOHOO!
it is last day of 2009.
so let's me update my last blog for 2009!
2009 was consider quite a good year for me.
how to say? uhuh. let me tell you! ;D

-2009-
-a memorable year for me
*BABE BOY!

-a year that had great changed of me.

-first year to start my college life.

-a year that i found out what's a friends for.

-first time travel with my babe boy.

-first time i worked for pc fair.

-a year that i meet one of my special friend.
*Amelia Chong!

-a memorable birthday of me.
Thanks guys.

-a memorable trip for us. ;)

and yea.it is a great year that i ever had. ;D
thanks guy for giving me such a great year.
and i also want to thanks my dude who accompany or support me when im tough.
really thanks ya a lot.

*2010 will come soon.*
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

-I wish...i wish...i wish...
we will last long,babe!

2009-12-14T09:09:00.000-08:00

Hey guys! it has been so long that i didnt updated my blog huh.
Hmm.my blog was dead!
But it will be alive soon..hahas
well..i have to admit that im really busy working in this holidays.
what to do.no money wert.
and yea,i stress alot too.
i found that i really need someone for me to relay to,but there is no ones.

i need sometimes to share my feeling with and solve it together.
I dont want to be strong cause i know im not that strong.
i hope there will be a person to settle all the problems for me.

i need someone to talk to.
i need someone to listen of me.
i need someone to love me.
i need someone to care me.
i need someone always there for me whenever i need them.
seriously i feel so lonely sometime.

Simon,i do really need you.Dont you know that?
i hope you will care me more cause your caring are everything to me.
and your support are everything to me.

-PEKYEE-

2009-10-16T06:53:00.000-07:00

It was a long time that i didnt talked to my mom.

i was too busy with my assignment.

and i dont even have time fir me to watch TV. i miss It so much ;(

i feel bad to my parents.

cause they really treat me so well.

and im sorry that i always make you all worried about me.

but there is one thing that i have to say to you is

"I am already big girl,and i know how yo take care of myself.

so no need to worry me all the times,ok?" ;)

I love my family forever! ♥

Eii..one of my babe girl complained me that i never post her pics on my blog..

so here you are.

Dear amelia,i never forget you lar ;)

see i posted your pic jor.

so smile back,ok? hearts ya~

16th of Oct

today went to Neway again

have a lot of fun today ;)

Me and leeyen

omg.see what im doing ;)

me and celine

jenny and me (:

all of us;)

and of course i wont forget my babe boy de ;)

*so baby dont worry,you are my only*♥

heart him (:

2009-10-15T06:51:00.000-07:00

Deeply depressed!

how could it happened to me?

i try so hard to overcome and control my emotional but i failed!

i am so stress and i really dont know how to express my feeling.

i need you so badly.

i really dont want to lose you!

To my babe girls Celine and LeeYen,

dont stress yourself anymore.

both of you have to be tough. Do not cry anymore.

i really dont wish to see you all cry anymore.

sometimes there are something that you have to forget about it

no matter how not willing you are.

Life still move on.

And I'll be there for you guys..always..(:

14th of Oct

My media issue presentation.

Thanks god.Miss Elley said i did a good job ;)

And im really sorry to Celine.

i mess up your presentation ;(

15th of Oct

headed pyramid with my dude during the 4 hours break. (:

we went sushiking for our breakfast and also lunch (:

ciao~

*I wish im the one who only can hug you*

-PEKYEE-

2009-10-13T04:36:00.000-07:00

Hey there~

IM BACK!!!!!;)

i blog because of my bf..he complained so many times about my blog was dead =.=

so ya.here i am..(:

there are a lot of things that i have to go through within this sem

*assignmnet,test,prensentation are driving me nuts

i dont even have a time to update my blog.how sad ;(

thats why im missing quite a while.LOL

so guess what im doing in this period.

pictures will tell you ;)

2nd of October.

having lunch at street cafe with my dude ;)

me and celine

all of us

3rd of oct

dinner with my babe at damansara

beside the lake.

seriously the lakeview there reall beautiful ;D

it was my first time to eat mayonnaise ;)

not bad the taste.i can accept it ;)

sandwiches ;)

my babe boy.;)

haiwaian pizza.

seriously thios pizza very nice.

ILOVEIT ;)

my babe boy.

im so in love with him (:

Aww..such a romantic dinner we had.(:

heart him so much.

he is so sweet ;)

I think i better prepare for my prensentation first.

so ciao ya guys.

will be updated often =D

*PEKYEE SAID ONE"

hahas.

2009-09-20T05:20:00.000-07:00

Im really tired of it!

it happenend again and again.

im weak and im a girl.

i need time,love and care.

i really had a broken heart.

im speechless.

i wont be blogging for a while!

2009-09-17T08:19:00.001-07:00

Im here to blog about one of my bestie today.*LEE YEN*

lee yen really is a nice and soft girl. ;D

she always treat her friend very well hence she got a lot of friends too.

why i said so??

well. its because i almost everyday also heard she said that she gonna out with different people.

so as you can see how good public relation she have huh?hahas.

she always put her friends at the first place while her own self was come into second.

she really did one of the touched things to me today.

she checked my phyco assignment one sentence by one sentences in this whole afternoon.

she checked words by words too ;D *see how considerate she is ;)*

omg! im really touched.T.T

yesterday i was had a little argument with my lovely bf

but she accompany me in the whole afternoon too.

we ate in the mcd and she was there to listen all my blaming and so on..........

but too bad, my bf sudden came and fetched me which i also dont know.

so,i went with my bf and i left her alone there.

but she also never get mad with me yet she still asked me to enjoy with my bf.

OMG! how can i did that? i really cant believed that i left her alone at mcd.

i really feel so guilty with that after all.

she really nice lar wei~

i really heart her a lot~mmuacks

FRIENDS FOREVER!

P/S : MY BABE GIRL IS SEEKING A LOVELY BF.

so ya anybody people interest with her or any good introduce?

but must come to me first.i wont let anybody to bully and hurt my babe girl ones~;)

im going to bed now but lee yen still busying to remark my assignment for me

even i know she tired like hell.

omg.where i can i get this kind of friend??

thanks god! i appreciate her a lot ;D

" VENNY HO LEE YEN, I OWE YOU A DINNER.

A JOGAYA DINNER!!" said by PEKYEE ;p

--PEKYEE--

2009-09-16T06:32:00.000-07:00

Before i blog, i have to praise my babe simon ching first ;)

i asked him to come and visit my blog everday and he really do ;)

so ya *clap* for him please ;) *CLAPPPP* hahas

and of course to my babe girls too.

my babe boy simon ;)

i heart him alot~

*i fucking love him.WEEEEEEEE~

my bestie,Amelia~

the one goods to share the secret with.

my another babe girl.

the one thats always beside me when im alone ;)

*she is good and soft girl ;D

*i heart her

nowadays i just feel so depressed on everything

everything just seems so fucked up with me.

what wrong with me huh?

never ending assignment? test ? holidays ? money ? relationship ?

well..it's just looked so irritating to me.

i hope everything will be over soon

cause i really cant take it anymore.

it really strees me alot.

--PEKYEE-

2009-09-13T09:26:00.000-07:00

since Amelia said that she will come and see my blog tomorrow

so i BLOG before i sleep! hahas

today is sunday so guess what i am during in this whole day..

lol..the answer is stay at home to do my revision and assignment.

it is so unbelievable right?

but i really did! hahas *im so proud of myself *xp

actually no ones had saw me wear spec before even my babe,

so today i decided to post out my original look together with my spec

and of course it is my study look too~ ;D

see..im really studied today!!

im not lying ;D

*yawns* tired already.

so i think i better go to bed now~

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE ! *hearts*

-PEKYEE-

2009-09-12T08:28:00.001-07:00

PekYee is back ;)

headed to pyramid with my babe Amelia on thursday.

it was first time that we hang out together.

of course we had alot of fun at there.

i like the pink drees ALOT!! ;D

two of us! ;)

well.i found that bloggie is really a nice place to let me voice out my feeling.

it seems many things happened around me and friends since college had started.

well..i would like to tell something to one of my friends which is same class with me.

i would like to tell the little princess that there are thousand million people in this earth.

there are people who like us and of course there are people who dislike us too!

we cant ensure that everybody is in love with us.

as long as we do our part.

just keep an open minded to accept all those fact and enjoy the life ;D

as old man always said " we can have many friends but we do only need a best friends!"

that was definitely true!! i totally agree with that. SO DO YOU? ;D

no need to be upset.you still got your best friends right?

so just chill and stay happy ok?

I HOPE THAT ALL MY FRIENDS WILL HAPPY ALWAYS! ;)

I MISS MY BABE PLENTY MUCH

--PEKYEE--

2009-09-11T06:22:00.000-07:00

WOW~my blog was dead ;)

im so sorry..i really getting lazy to blog

there are thousand assignment and journals are waiting for me.sigh

well..my sem2 had began 1 week ago and it's really busy.

i have to rush up 3 three subjects within 7 weeks..

as you can know how rush am i.

but i really enjoy the time that spending with my college babee.

we headed to pyramid all the time.

THURSDAY.

honestly i LOVE the white heels alot."IM COMING"

me and lee yen ;)

well..ermm..waiting Amelia upload all those pics for me ;D

FRIDAY.

it looks so weird with my hair,right? -.-

Babe is going to quattro tonight,i hope i can join him.how sad ;(

-PEKYEE-

2009-08-17T00:18:00.000-07:00

HELLO~everyone

im back~:) **finally i updated my bloggie again~xD

if not amelia really gonna beat me jor~

finally my holidays started~WEE

its time for me to relax and rest~

well..should have a nice plan for me and my friends??

suddenly feel likes wanna post out some old pictures xp

so here you go ******************

Celine and me

venice and me

All of us :)

**more pictures will be uploaded ;)

ciao~

i miss you guys alot and miss my babe too ;)

I NEED A PART TIME JOB!! ;)

2009-08-04T08:48:00.000-07:00

Today headed to pyramid with my dude.

will be updated soon--------

*STUDY HARD FOR MY FINAL!---

ciao

2009-07-26T06:37:00.000-07:00

Im so depressed...

im really tired of my life!!

everyday seem just like college+home+assignment and sleep..

i just feel so lifeless!

everything just stress me out! i really cant stand it anymore.

and my mom.pls stop annoying me!

my brain really cant think anymore.

I NEED FREEDOM,SPACE AND PRIVACY!

And what is the meaning of friends?

well..i had repeated this question to myself again and again!

and now im tired!

Someone just look so fake in everything!

i tot she is the one that i only can trust in college.

but it is not what i think..

im really disappointed on her.

SO I DECIDED NOT TO CARE ANYMORE.

she can do whatever she like!

I just need a true friend even one then enough.

sometime i really need to go out and have a deep breath!

I WANT GO OUT!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-19T08:13:00.000-07:00

well..now is sunday night and guess what i am doing in this moment?

the answer is STAY at home and SIT in front of the comp!

wtf! it is so damn freaking bored.

*someone save me plsss..

it is not the teenage life that i want.OK?

GRR! i want hang out with my dude!

WHERE ARE THEM?

So since i have nothing to do then let me post out

what i had did on last saturday.

ermm..last saturday actually was my lil brother's birthday

and of course that night had a little party at my house.

SO,I became a camera man on that night (:

i took some pictures..so here you are..............

i drunk and all the kid were looking at

me when i took this photo =.=

look fierce? actually i am.

im always friendly ;)

so yea,i be the camera man that night.

i took many pictures but not for my brother

and almost all photo were took for me!

hahas xp

2009-07-18T03:02:00.000-07:00

Before i start let me tell you guys one thing first---
--my friends said i am a monthly user.hahas :*)
yea..i admit..so what?!im found that i am getting lazy to update my blog.
so this become one of the reason that my friends always scolded on me.haha
*im sorry,i promise i will update my blog often ya,kays?* ;D
so since i started college till now,my life are getting busy and busier.
assignment,test,presentation are again and again. it really stress me all the time.
and yet,my eyebags are getting bigger and bigger.
dont believe? well,i will show to you now

terrible,right?

No matter how stress am i in my life but i found that i still got alot of

friends that beside me.

*amelia,charlyn,celine,lee yan,jenny,lim yee*

they are the one who always by my side and support me no matter what.

of course still got my babe.i really appreciated it and do heart them alots.

THANKS,DUDE!

three of us *took in the toilet when tiki night

celine and me

me and lee yan

*Im really tired on her.

Tired on everything that she had done and said about me.

i dont want to care anymore and i dont want to mind anymore.

It is tiring me.

Please RETURN MY PEACEFUL LIFE TO ME !

2009-07-04T06:18:00.000-07:00

Oh well my bloggie was dead for so long.hahas ;*)

i found that i really been very lazy to update my blog..

but while i was online just now i suddenly remember that i

STILL got a blog..hahasermm..quite a lot of things happened in

this period.and i really tired of college life.

i have been busy for my assignment and test.

and soon im gonna sit for my final test.

it sounds fast huh?

but anyway i felt so happy cause my babe had gave me a

N86 nokia phone as my birthday present..

Thanks ya alot babe.;) i really appreciate a lot and of course i really

do heart you alot.he is part of my life ;)

im sorry for everything and also sorry for if i did anythings that make

you feel sad or disappointed.but you still the one in my heart.

I always thanks god because he gave me a great present in my life.

THAT IS YOU,BABE!

He is part of my life ;)

*what is friend means?
i dont know.i just feel so fake!

2009-06-14T01:15:00.000-07:00

they sang birthday song to me.so touched (:

she is the one that always beside me--AMELIA

My bloggie is half dead already~aiyoor..whatever lar

well..nothing much to talk about..

just wanna said thanks to all my babes..

i really had a great birthday this year~thanks (:

thanks babes (:

I NEVER GO CLUBBING WITH HER. *NO MORE NEXT TIME.

She bloody hell pissed me of!

2009-06-06T02:51:00.000-07:00

since very long that i didnt update my blog

and my bloggie looks so dead!

anyway i still have to thank my babe AMELIA.

thanks her for helping me to edit my bloggie.

really nice,i LOVE it alots! (:

and i really hearts her alots.

nowadays i was feel so tired.

everything looks sucks to me!

and everything are getting complicated!

people are getting complicated too..

everything were different.

sometimes i really dont know how to handle it.

and im really tired of my assignments,i felt sick on them!

and i really im a loser in relationship!

im totally suck of handle with my relationship.

i dont know what i want.

LOVE or NOT LOVE??

i dont know..i really dont know!

im lost and exhausted!

I NEED A BREAK!

*To my babe amelia,i really hearts you the most!

i love her :)

2009-05-16T00:22:00.000-07:00

sherlyn

i hearts them.

my babe! yiing

it had already been long time that i didnt see my bestie.

just wonder how their life is..

and i really miss them alot and alots. T.T
i heart you alots yiing!

you are my bestie that i ever had!

and I LOVE THEM! :)

P/S:STUDY HARD,PEYYIE!

2009-05-13T01:14:00.000-07:00

This is the weirdo that keep staring at me

TUESDAY--Today i went to college as usual~and yih shi and nee fetch me as usual too.
Yea,yih nee and yih shi are really good,they always sent to to college.
if not i have to take ktm~=.=
so i really appreciate alots~really thanks them~
i will not forget how they help me when im in trouble~
this what call "FRIENDS" (: hearts them alots~
and hor i really miss my dude alots.
"YIING,SHERLYN,FERN FERN AND KEI KEI" i really miss you guys alots!
Faster come out lar.
i cant wait to meet you all lar weih~xp
okok,back to topic~Yea,my college's life already started almost two weeks.
and honestly its really fun!I really have no regret that im choosing this course.
And it quite suit me i think (: i knew alots of news friends at there also.
ALL PRETTY NIA~hahas~i enjoy spending time with them~
Today while i was waiting celine at mcd,guess what..i saw an old malay guy keep staring at me.
i was so scared.Is him a robber?i was wondering~
afer a while celine has came and of course i told her about that malay guy.
Then we started our gossip and didn't bother that guy.
i think after half an hour,that old malay guy still staring at me!
i was like "WHAT THE FUCK!WHATS WRONG WITH THIS GUY?SUCH A WEIRDO!
Then, jenny reached.i was so surprised when i heard what she said to me.
She said that weirdo always looked at gurl's leg.
OMG!HE STARING AT ME ALMOST AN HOUR!
so i decided to took his photo and let you all guys see his face!
SO GIRLS,BEWARE OF HIM!

2009-04-18T02:10:00.000-07:00

TO :SING ZAII

nowadays really happened alots of things to you.

and i totally know what is your feeling because im also a teenager

everything seems look suck and negative to you.

but let me tell you actually thats not that worst as what you think

you have to know that..daddy and mummy and i also love you very much

not we dont trust you.we just want you to study hard because pmr exam is getting

nearer nad nearer.

maybe im not a good sister but i really want you to study hard.

you are big boys and you got your own opinions and thinking

i know you are understanding de..you know what you should do and what you shouldn't do.

ya..im really really proud of you that you are in your school's basketball am.

so keep it.i will always support you.and i hope you will give your attention in

your studies also.

i just hope you will get a better life in your future.

sing zaii,remember we all love you very much.

that is true and the only one things that will never change.

GOOD LUCK TO YOUR PMR AND ALSO YOUR SPORT'S LIFE

HAPPY RELATED BIRTHDAY TO SING ZAII (:

2009-04-02T23:51:00.000-07:00

wee..i feel so happy cause hor there was alots of friends around my college.

phew~before that i still worry no people accompany me tim..

but god loves me ;) he treat me so good.

arranged alots of friends beside me (:

wow..i really expect my college's life.hope it will be what i expect of~

ewwwwwwwwwwww~but i still have to face that people in the college..

yucks~ hope my college faster start..

i cant wait already (:

*i love my parents and friends and HIM xD

1st of april

2009-04-01T00:57:00.000-07:00

ho!Ho!HO!

Im back edi!x) today is 1st of April..

yea..means today is april fool..nothing special for me.

haih..really happend alots of things this fews days..wohoo..

i finally releases him.hope i can forget everything..i know i can do it (:

i just know i have to study hard for my college.

finally i can get into INTI SUBANG~damn happy :D

hahas..and now im doing roadshow at shah alam..damn bored lar..

somemore i alone and still have to work until 9.30pm..

haih..stupid boss!always let ppl do roadshow!

sien+tired =.=

*i can forget you de(;

2009-03-15T23:38:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone =D
SATURDAY-----
well..that day i went to mv for edu fair with my dearest darling-FERN.
feel sorry to her cause im late again..xp
next time must belanja her edi.
but luckily got her boi boi accompany her lar..
if not i kena scolded again.xp..
heh.. we had alot of fun and we do our research one by one.
hmm..many people on that day..
went home by ktmand its alots of people!
and i edi waited for alomost 2 hours.
i cant even go into the ktm cause the train damn full lar.
and the stupid people keep pushing.beh tahan..sigh
finally i sucessful get into the trein but it really very pack!OMG!
suddenly i felt someone was TOUCHING my buds! OMG!
and of course i scolded him!
no more ktm in my life next time!
planning study at tarc?maybe.hmm..
cause it is much more cheaper and i dont wanna see my parents
suffering for my college fees.

*anyways have to thanks fern for accompany me ;)

SUNDAY----
Hmm..sunday! i went for my roadshow at kl there
Yea..im doing P1 W1max.anyone who interested can find me x)
1st we went to kota kemuning to find our boss and so bad we were
lost..hahas..then i went to 7-11 to buy some drinks and it was so
surprise that i saw my primary school's friend-Mr.Max.
lol..it is so unbelievable!then we chat for a few minutes.
aiyoo..he is still that smart...@@
hoho..after that we went to kl to continue our roadshow..
many labours at there ler..and very hot..and the suns really kills me!
damn tired lar..but its still ok for me =D

*its a good experience to me =)

MONDAY----
ya..like usually i went for work..and the new part time girl ffk me again,
haih..so im alone at shop cause others went out for roadshow edi..
feels so bored lar..just now the celcom manager recommenced me
to have an english nick name.hmm..i think so..
but i cant find a name that suit me de.=.=woohoo..
just now my mom finally talked to me edi..feels so happy x)
i hope i can study at help college cause i really dont wanna
study at kampar ler.it is so far for me ;(
and i really dont like that place!
YUCKSS!!

*i dont want go utar lar! T.T

a letter

2009-03-13T01:13:00.000-07:00

im back.
spm results was out yesterday..
and i got a quite good result but still not the best..
yea..i cried again but not because of my result.my heart totally break because of you.
when i get my result suddenly i felt i was released but what you said to me was really make me feel so disappointed.ya..actually im satisfied with my result but what you expect for?
you really make me feel so stress.

TO : MY DEAR PARENTS.
i really feel so sad with what you said to me.i know i didnt did well in the exam but
i really tried my very best.
you know what,when i get my result i was happy because it is better
than what i had expect from myself.
then i called you but you just only know how to scold me.
how to compare me with other people.i really feel disappointed.
your words kill me! yea,i work very hard but you said i dont have..
so whatever.. cause im speechless to both of you edi.
you wont how i feel in my deep hearts!
i really tired to face all of you edi.
TO MOM : you always said that you understand me well but
how much do you understand me?
all of your understanding about me me was just my another personality so do you really understand my real personality?
i dont even dare to talk to you nicely.
no matter what my decisions is,you also never support me!
i just need your support.your support is means everything to me!
Where is my warm family? i dont even know.
i just know our relationship are getting far-er and far.
i need your respecting. and im big girl already im not small!
can you please respect my privacy?and i got my teenager's
life also,i gots my friends also!
i admit i likes hangging out with my friends cause thats what i
call as a teenager's life and i enjoy spending time with my dude!
its my lifes.Can you please let me make my own decisions?
i know you love me but i cant Even accept the ways you love me!
we are totally different thinking. so can you please give me support no matter
what my decisions is. YEA.ITS TIME TO LET ME GO!
I am who i am.i just wanna be myself.i dont act anymore ;)
thanks to my dear friends for giving me support and courage to be myself!
Thanks ya alots.Friends are means to me ;)

*i hope you can understand me ;)

"L" lucense khursus

2009-03-01T22:11:00.000-08:00

SUNDAY---------

well today i went for my "L"license class at damansara.

i woke up at 6 something.

OMG.UNBELIEVABLE.

i can woke up by myself leh..xp so guai hor..

after i washed up myself then i wait for my uncle lor.

he told me that he will be reach in 7.15am but at last

you know lar...he reached in 7.45am..

haih.make me waited him for so long!

while i was waiting him i fall asleep at the sofa jor [too tired mar]

after the uncle called me only i wake up that time xp

when i reached the place i was really shocked!

OMG was my first reaction the place full with the people.

the classroom also fulled until no place to sit.luckily i found a good sit.

the class only start at 10am.waste my time alot! [angry]

well i keep doze off during the class cause it really stupid and boring!

taught us how to change tayar pulak.. [who will listen?]

my bud sit until pain edi.very uncomfortable but still got many hours to go.=.=

wow..luckily the uncle very good..

he came and fetched me during the class..

i was macam saw the god when i saw him.

(cause the class is super duper boring!)

he said that he can fetched me back now

so i got license to skip the class..hoho damn happy lar..

thanks god alot x) (of cause i keep laughing in the heart)

i keep chit chat with the uncle when on the way home (:

the uncle quite nice ler..

then i reached my house edi..after that i said thanks and bye bye to my uncle (im a good polite child)

when i wanna cross the road that time,suddenly got a car rushed out!

the car nearly baang on me!

WTF! WTF! WTF!

the stupid manggali women never apologize to me still do some very rude de hand sign to me!

wth i was really angry!

hmm..nvm nvm..i shouldnt angry on this kind of ppl de..

waste my energy only!

cause their mother never teach them what is maners.:)

nvm i FORGIVE her.

cause my mom always told me to be a good polite person ;)

so a day had passed

ciao~

disappointed

2009-02-25T18:49:00.000-08:00

now i finally know what kind of person he is..

i really disappointed on him..

i never think that he is that kind of person

well..i know im wrong at the beginning..

**I SHOULD NOT DID THAT!!

and i really hate myself very much.

i must stop this.EVERYTHING IS OVER!

and fuck away from my life..i dont need this kind of friend!

i rather lose a friend like YOU! i dont mind

please dont make me hate you more and more!

Just go away!

*Father load,pls forgive me all the things that i had done.

and everythings will be okays.

valentine day (:

2009-02-16T21:11:00.000-08:00

*candid shot. i love (:

* i heart her

Ehem..since so long i didnt update my blog again xp

14th of feb was a memorized day for me.

how to say..ermm..not because of i passed it with my loves ones.

it was because of i passed that day with my best friens fern fern.

well..we exchanged alot of secret..wow..i really heart you so much..

you are my 2nd soulmate (:

thanks for your support and you are the one who the most undersatnd me.

and i really heart her alot alot more than i can say.=)

and of cause he fetch me went pyramid that day.=)

im sorry because of im late and meke him wait me for so long .

really sorry and paiseh >.<

you know lar...gurl needs to make up all this all that.........

so.....sure will take some time de lar..xp hehe

i gave him a small small present. xD

and i saw he curi curi smile but still act cool in front of me..=.=

i know you are happy so dont need to act in front of me anymore,okay?

but too bad i didnt received any present from him..

HMMPH..a bit disappointed [sigh]

and becaude of some reasons i get him mad again.=.=

anyway im really sorry lar..

forgive me okays? =)

my sis kena scolded by parents again.

so dai sei..who asked her came home so late.

she back at almost 6 something in the morning leh..

so..GOOD!

she should be scolded. hahas

just kidding lar...

but anyways my sis also already 20 lor.

so TO: MY PARENTS

*ITS TIME TO LET HER GO*

ohhs..i means "ITS TIME TO LET HER FREE*

and for me also hehe x

anyway wish my dude happy valentine day lar.

*To him and her : HOLD MY HAND FOREVER AND NEVER LET ME GO (:

so long~

2009-02-10T04:13:00.000-08:00

Ehem**

it was so long that i didnt update my bloggie..

well..kinda busy with my stuff.

everyday also have to work..and my life nothing special..

sigh...this few weeks really happened alot to me.

TIRED?? which i also dot know how to express my feelings..

1st of all..i think it very clearly edi.

maybe its the time that i should let him g

not because of i dont lke him..that is totally because of i love him too much

so i rather let him go cause i just want him be happy.

i know i brought alot of hurt to him..im really felt sorry to him.

i never regret that i couple with him. cause i believed my eye.

so simon ching,

you are the one for me =)

ohya.i promise i will update my blog often ya~

*wish me and you happy valentines' day

again..

2009-01-15T05:52:00.000-08:00

THURSDAY----------

damn it..today let customer scolded again =.=

wth..not my fault also.WHY SCOLDED ME?

if want complain then should go tm there mar..

why complained here?

AND YET THATS NOT OUR RESPONSIBILITY!!

THATS NOT INCLUDED IN OUR SERVICE!!

i dont know why got such foolish and idiot person in this world !!

really damn angry!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[stupid indian fat girl]

WEDNESDAY---------

i was really moody which i also dont know why..

i dont know how to explain my feeling..

yesterday i gave him my hand,

and you know what respond did he gave me??

gosh..you wont know the answer cause even i also not gonna to believe what he said to me.

that time i was really angry+sad.

i cant even find a suitable word to explain my feeling right now.

i was speechless! yeah,i was!!

he wont know how i feel.

he never hold my hand when we were at outside.

i dont know why.

i non stop thinking............................

but that is no excuse for me not to think about this.

ya..i really jealous all those couples holding hands when they are hanging around!

I AM JEALOUS! did you know that?

and of course i never show my emo in front of him..

again and again.................................

p/s : my life just like a flower :)

nice job~=)

2009-01-08T19:02:00.000-08:00

FRIDAY

such a good friday morning for me

i feel so good =)

now is 11.05am..but i still feel so sleppy~=.=

such a lazy baby~~

and i am working right now..

hehe..i got a good job ..[broadband &streamyx]

and i learned alot.i learned how to update streamyx for customers.

and i learned how to make the phone bill payment for customers too..

so i love this job very much~woohoo

some more the work time is very free too.

ohya..i still can on9 while i am working..

such a nice work..

JEALOUS ME BAH?

hahas~alright i know im so lame =.=

*P/S :BITCHES,miss you guys alot~

boring~~

2009-01-08T01:45:00.000-08:00

THURSDAY

today off ler..no need work~

just came back with my dear...

feel so bored..

so come and visit my little bloggie~=)

nothing much to write......

*never give up~

i heart you [fern]

爱情与理性？？

2008-12-25T21:22:00.000-08:00

爱情与理性，你会选择哪一样呢？
请容许我写华语，因为这样他会比较难明白吧！
在这段爱情中，我的确付出了很多很多，也许他也不少吧。
他给了我一个非常难忘的圣诞，我该恨你吗？
那天你的话就像一把一把的剑刺进我的心.....
我很难受，真的非常痛苦，我哭了一个晚上，也想了一个晚上....
我一直打给他，但一直都是等待中.....我真的忍不住了....
我发疯了，他凭什么这样对待我？凭什么？
是不是上帝总是忘了照顾我？他的一句“别天真了”彻底伤了我..
在这爱情中，理性和尊严我都输了...输得切切底底..
如果有一天当你读着这一时，此时的你有什么感受呢？
请不要可怜我，我不需要你的同情！
这一局你赢了..你可要清出知到你伤得我有多深...
i will let you go and let go all the things...
pls dont get into my life anymore..

我并不恨你，但我绝对讨厌你.
在短时间内，我都不想再看到你了......
你选择了她，开心就好～

stress~

2008-12-22T04:53:00.000-08:00

cee hon and me~
banana boat~
joey,me,yiing,hon,shie,beh and wai~
hot spring~=)
all of us~=)
WOOhoo~~just came back from pangkor~~pangkor trip was really fun..
i rather stay with my friends forever~cause i dont have to face my MOM!!
ahe really give me a lot of stress...
Can you pls STOP STRESSING ME??
CAN YOU PLS DONT FORCE ME DO THINGS THAT I DONT LIKE?
CAN YOU PLS GIVE ME SOME FREEDOM?
CAN YOU PLS UNDERSTAND ME?
Do you know that i really dont like Tarc college?
can you pls dont force me to study there...
i really dont like...i really dont want to argue with you anymore!
i just want my freedom..can you pls stop asking me who i message with?
DO you know you are making me crazy?
i hate you like this..
i got my spaces too!!!!!!!!!!

GOD,PLS HELP ME~~

Bye bye~

2008-12-05T06:37:00.000-08:00

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high

We will never say bye
No, no, no
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on
I wishI could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye byeBye bye,
bye bye,
bye byeBye bye,
bye bye, bye byeBye bye,
bye bye, bye byeBye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone foreverI never knew

I could hurt like this
As time go on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but
I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better placeStill
I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye byeBye bye,
bye bye,
bye byeBye bye, bye bye,
bye byeBye bye,
bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you'veReached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye byeBye bye,
bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye,
bye byeBye bye, bye bye,
bye bye
Bye bye

Phew~~

2008-12-05T05:11:00.000-08:00

PHEW~~~

finally finished my spm lur~~~now waiting for my result come out~

hehe...long time didnt update my blog liao lur~~~cause im lazy~~:p

hmm...plan to go work..have to earn some money ler...

hmmm~~~TAYLORS or SUNWAYS [here i am] (:

nothing to write jor lur~~

PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYY [I LIKE] (:

Exhausted~~

2008-11-16T00:05:00.000-08:00

One week has gone...

and i was finally finished my BM,BI,SJ and Maths paper....

well..Spm are really killing me..i really felt so stress on it..

i tried my best and work so hard for this exam but end up it just like "i'm still not done best in it"

i alomost cried everyday in front of my parents..it really drive me crazy...SIGH

all ppl also seems can get a good result only me..

ARRHH!!!!!!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING,YAPPEKYEE??

WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM??

my sixth sense tell me that i will get a lousy resuly on this exam..haih..im really EXHAUSTED!!

Tomorrow will have my science paper..

gambateh on it!!

Straight of Curl??

2008-11-09T03:05:00.000-08:00

STRAIGHT OR CURL?

Hmm~now is sunday night supposed to be having a great dinner with my family now..

but hor now i was stayed at home! because of my mom and my stupid sis..

argh!!!!!!!!!!!! they went to mv the whole day liao still dont wanna back...

really angry lar..take what photo lar!!!so lame~=_=

Ohya..this few day i keep thinking whether i should straighten back my hair or keep it curl?

hmm..what should i do nerh? STRAIGHT OR CURL?

One more day then exam liao,but i still havent finish my sejarah

can die lorh~=.=anyway jia you bah,pek yee~

WE KEEP SECRET YA~~SHH(:

CIAO~

Graduation day~

2008-11-08T00:45:00.000-08:00

NAH!!STUPID BLOG!!DONT DELETE MY ARTICLES ANYMORE!!

31st OF OCTOBER 2008-was my secondary school graduation day~

that day was my last day in school..feel like abit weird~hrmmm

it was a memorable day~i miss the day~i miss ya guy alot too~

time flies..i cant believe that i had finished my secondary school life~

i missssssss..................................................................................

-miss you guy alots.

-miss the time that we spend together.

-miss you guys always have joke on me.

-miss the time that let discipline teacher caught.

-miss the classrooms.

-miss the school time.

-miss our laugh.

-miss the time that we fooled around.

-miss the time that we ponteng. (kids do not learn) ;/

- MISS THE UNIFORM.

Guys,i really miss ya alots..you all had brought alot if fun to me..=)although you all always have joke on me lar~but i dont mind..cause i admit im short wert..:)my secondary school life definitely will be the most interesting part in my life..ya,it will be~lol..you guys really funny lar..[ESPECIALLY "ISSAC GANG"]

always do those stupid things,but it is funny lar~xp

"SHORTY" "SEI PEK PEK" "AH PEK" "XIAO MEI MEI"i like the nicknames that you guys gave me..=p but im not xiao mei mei anymore ler..im big girl liao~hehe=p so dont call me xiao mei mei

liao~very paiseh de..okay??weii...really miss you guys talk craps larh~@.@

Ohya,after that me,yiing and lyn of course went gaigai lar~~

graduated liao wor..means not much time that we can fool with jor,still dont want go out meh??xp

then,we of course go sing k lor~waloa..damn sot in the k room~

luckily didnt let ppl complain..hahas..sing until no voice edi...

then we went for our delicious dinner [SHOGON]

we got almost 20 ppl per table~the most noisy ppl of course is our table lar..hahas x)

walao..the unagi...yum yum~~damn delicious~

didnt go shogon before? you should go and try it,i beg you will like it~;)

we took alots of picture there..so i will post it out next time..

then ting han fetched me back lur..he fetched his gurl too....

then hor i saw somethings in the car..hahas..,im not gonna to say what is happened here..=p

god know what i saw..:p anyways thanks han cause he always fetch me back..

really thanks you ler..i will keep my promise and belanja you geh..=)

"FRIENDS IS FOREVER GEH,SO DO APPRECIATE IT"

*I HEARTS YOU GUYS ALOTS*

*ALL THE BEST IN LIFE YA*

P/S: 2 MORE DAYS TO GO FOR SPM~

GOOD LUCK TO ME (:

CIAO~

STUPID BLOG!

2008-11-08T00:43:00.001-08:00

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STUPID blogie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wrote so long de articles you delete it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whats is your problems??
ish ish.......

hahas~

2008-10-04T03:45:00.000-07:00

IS HE CUTE?? (:

Hey,bloggie~~
i come edi lur~~
today is SATURDAY,and i was sitting in front of the computer and doing nothing~
what a damn day..i feel so so so so bored!!!!!!!!
it really making me crazy..

sorry dear~

2008-10-02T02:42:00.000-07:00

OMG!!what am i doing??

Woohoo~~finally holidays ler~i have to relax myself so i was goind out with my dude today~

and today really was a great day..we went pyramid..and we played alot of things~~

and also very sad ler cause i argue with my dear..T.T

He dont want to forgive me..

but dont care lar..1st,i was singing k with my friend~we were so crazy~~

just keep on shouting~damn sot~~maybe thats is the way i express my feeling??

who knows??hahas~then we go eat mix fruits ice~yummm~~so tasty~~

then we go take photos~~and we play alot of things~~that day really happy~

thanks my dear friends for giving me so much of fun~~and my friends know

i unhappy cause of argue with dear,then they keep make me laugh~

really thanks alot~~love you guys~

When we were taking phoyo that time,dear keep calling me..
then i pick up..he was so angry..then i go find him~~
i was just so scare cause when he angry that time really very fierce>.<
then i reached his friend's de shop..dear help me do the screen protector~~
Waloa~~after that my phone leng lui liao~~hahas~~
really thanks you lar,dear..i knoe you are not really angry me de,right?
hmm..after that ma and my friend go play bowling and i didnt bother my dear..
dear came and find me,when he saw I'm playing bowling,he walked away...
i try to call him,but he didint pick up my phone..my heart was just so panic..
i keep call and call and call....finally he pick up...then i quickly go find him..
i saw dear is crying..my heart just so pain..i cry too...and i hug him but he pulled me away..
i was just so hurt..cause he keep pulled me away..i know i hurt him..
SORRY DEAR!!i hurt you..then i walked away..i know dear still sitting there and crying..
After that,i followed friends go eat shabu shabu~and i dont have transport..
planning to take taxi..then i call dear..
After he heard this,he straight away come and fetch me..
babee,i know you love me alot and you also very sek me~
thanks for care me so much~i just so touched that time..
when on the way home,both of us also didnt said anythings~~
the car just so quiet..suddenly babee hug me very tight..he HUG me..
i feel so warm..so warm.........and he forgive me................................

Babe,you know i just like to lie in your arm..i like your hugs~
i feel safe and peaceful when you hug me tight..really..i do..
i dont want to leave you..1 second also dont want..
i DONT CARE what ppl talk about us,i just LOVE you 1 ppl only~
Please treat me nice nice like last time and dont leave me too..

tried and tried...........

2008-09-14T01:57:00.000-07:00

stupid bro and me..-.-

Yesterday i went pavilon with my parents..then daddy bought me a guess bag..

i was so happy..really thanks you daddy.i know you love and care me alots~~

mmucks,hearts you..but things has changed..

after that,we went pyramid cause mummy wants to buy something at there..

after we ate,i told my mom that i want shop alone..actually i want go meet him..

then i went to the toilet and call him cause i cant even sms and call him in front

of my parents..well,i alays think why should we couple until so sanfu?we are just like sabre people now.....i really feel very upset and disappointed on them..even i call him,i also have to

go to he toilet..

Why they just judge him by without knowing anythings bout him?

trial~~~~

2008-09-11T23:26:00.000-07:00

my lil brother and me..on the way going pavilon~

my study look (x

Trial trial and trial~~~this few days also busy for my trial exam so seldom on9~

and now,i finally can on9 liao~~OHH~~bloggie,i miss you so much~but my exam havent

finish..still got 2 more weeks ler~still got many syllibus to rush up~~>.<>

until my brain gonna boom edi..i cant memorize so much things in a same time..only i week,i also feel like dying rite now...........

And this few days really happened alot of things to me!!i really cant take it anymore!!! have to face exam things somomore have to face those annoying things..i really feel stress!! i really dont

know what to do...but i also will do well in my exam,i wont let anybody look down at me!!

especially my PARENTS,dont try to look down at me!!!

I will prove that to you!!

And dont try to compare me with sis!!cause she cant compare to me!!!

i will try my best to get good result!!!!

You better wait and see then!!!

Ohhs...i will rock the world after spm~~~~

bloggie,im back~~

2008-09-06T00:31:00.000-07:00

Wuu huu~~finally~~finally....

finally i get my new blog (: actually i got an old acc last time but i forget the password.T.T

and i was very lazy and seldom online so i didnt bother it..and now i finally create another BLOG..oh,bloggie,i miss you so much~

i promise i will come and visit you everyday x)

let me express my feeling here~~~~~~~

wuu huu..i love you,BLOGGIE

*IM BACK :)